As time has shown, my inability to keep up with my own thoughts is not as easy as I have set it out to be. Over 2,500 clever lost lines, will never find its way out of my brain but lost in a dense layer of wherever my thoughts go and become nothing more than hmphs, ughs, and whatevers. Why yes my charm and wit will soon prevail but till then im just stuck with ugh's and subtle eye rolls that just add to my loads of admirers. Anyways, before I get sidetracked I just want to remind myself, that it is September 3rd and I have approximate 4 more months of 2013 before the oh shit, year comes and by oh shit I mean oh shit, im becoming an adult, meaning I can vote but I'm still in the 1% majority. Meaning whatever, I do as of right now has to  be top notch shit and if its anything less than my deadlines will seem further away then they already, are. of course i feel that im inevitability trying my hardest to cling on to this teenage dream of mine which is making it soooooo much harder for me to continue on with my life. I mean my leg is still stuck in the door of all the glittery dreamy things I wish I had done but i dont think my little thought blurbs will come to life. I just want to make blogging a priority because even if I suck at it, even if I can hardly keep up with it, at least I am doing something with it. Which is more than I can say with anything else in my life,I'd rather have thousands of posts that stay true to me than a mediocre page sponsored by indie clothing companies. I know i have some pizazz in me that others lack in, so I'm gonna try and try till I get a little better


Cheers to that<3