Thursday, May 8, 2014

growing pains

IM 18 I CANT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THE IDEA OF NO LONGER BEING A TEENAGER. this really crept up on me like i had no clue it didnt hit me till 11:57 that I was no longer 17, that in three minutes I was gonna be an adult. Subtly i'll be changing my stubborn teenage tenancies into something with more shape and form. Oh my god, 18 is super young and new. What scares me the most is that my birthdays from here on out are just of me getting older and older and slowly from teen to young adult to actual motherf**** adult. I hope i have a fun day with my friends and just live it up. Im thankful for all the opportunities and experiences I gained. I did not get my dream dude or even dream night but you know what I traveled, faced my fears, jumped off a tree, made not only friends but family and ultimately come to an understanding with myself. 18 aint gonna be smooth sailings but it will be another great year filled with new adventures. Im excited/ scared slash everything and nothing. OMG
IM OFFICIALLY AN ADULT NOW... WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!