Ready to start

A new year, new chapter, hopeful endeavours...

I got my first reality check. I want to do as much as I can this year. I want to work on myself, my writing, my schooling. Put more effort in the little things like wardrobe, relationships, attitude. I really wanna get myself into reading. I wanna start all over, be prepared to fall. Clean up the mascara that'll run down my face whenever something unsightly happens. I wanna go to the movies this year, I wanna date, I wanna be fun and flirty. I wanna do everything because I'll be damned if I spent another year crying in a corner. Desperate for attention now I'm suffering the consequences, I managed to screw up 3 relationships. In one night all while wearing an lbd in the freezing cold. Now I can't even breathe without feeling all crummy

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